Life keeps going even if everything around it changes. I’m sure over the next few months there will be a ton of changes going on. The biggest one – a job search. Really? So close to the end of the year? Holidays?

Frustration.

When the company I work for was purchased in September 2010, I was told it would be work as usual. My understanding — we would still be handling the company brand – keep the wheels turning, so to speak. Well, then in August there was that letter. It sealed the deal for me, I realized then that I would most likely be without a job soon.

Finally I got tired of not really knowing and being in the dark on a few things, so I opened my mouth and asked. And what I expected, was the answer… no position to go to, transition your current position over, last day December 31st.

You know that sinking feeling you get in the pit of your stomach? Yep, me!

So many things are rattling through my head — family, bills, Holidays, already so much family loss… this is the sour icing on top of an already tart cake. Mentally, with everything that has been going on this year, I’m just not in a place to begin a job search, again.

But, here I go.

Just when I begin to tread again, the deep end begins to pull me under. But, I never shy away from a challenge!

Now, into the wild!